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Sunday, October 18, 2009

BY MY DAM SELF!!!!

OKKKK!!! NOW ABOUT FRIENDS.....
I DONT HAVE ANY....
O MYABE JUST A FEW....
PEOPLE KNOW ME....
BUT WE JUST COOL....
IM PRETTY SHY AND IM ALWAYS ACTING A FOOL...
I WANNA BE A ACTRESS....
CUZ THAT WHAT I ALWAYS WANTED TO DO!!

IM WORRIED
CUZ I DONT WANNA LEAVE BEHIND MY BOO
BUT AT THE END OF THE DAY I GOTTA DO WHAT I GOTTA DO....
LIFE IS CRAZY NOW.....CUZ IM THINKING CRAZY NOW
I KEEP FEELING LIKE THIS IS WHAT I GOTTA DO
THIS IS WHAT I WAS MADE TO DO....
I COULDNT SEE MYSELF DOING NOTHING ELSE!!!

YALL JUST DONT KNO!!! I WANNA BE AN ACTRESS SO BAD ITS LIKE....UGH!!!
I CANT EXPLAIN IT!!....AND I WANNA CHANGE SKOOLS TO BE IN A POWER APAC THEATRE PROGRAM.....AND I BEEN TELLING MY SO CALLED FRIENDS AND THEYLL JUST BE LIKE ITS HARD TO GET IN....DATS WHY I DIDNT MAKE IT...AND TURNING UP THEIR NOSES TRYNA MAKE ME NOT GO...YOU KNO....TRYNA BREAK MY HOPE AND DREAMS.....THATS WHY I FEEL ALONE....LIKE NO ONE UNDERSTANDS OR RELATES....I MEAN....I WANNA DO SOMETHING AND U TRYAN TEAR ME DOWN....UGH!!! IM BY MYSELF FOR REALL!!!

STARRING OUT THE WINDOW THINKING.......

i feel like im a lone....
like i wasnt made to be normal....
u know...the ideal college grad....
haing babies and stuff.....
i wanna be more...
i thirst to be in the center of attention.....

I KNO I HAVENT BEEN TALKIN IN A WHILE....
REALLY???? MORE THAN A WHILE!!!
I JUST TURNED SIXTEEN THURSDAY!!!!
WOW!!! IVE BEEN THINKING OF CHANGING SCHOOLS
BECAUSE I REALIZED WITING ON MY FRIENDS WONT GET ME NOWHERE'S!!!
BUT THATS A DIFFERENT POST!!
BUT NOW I FEEL LIKE ITS TIME FOR ME TO FULFILL MY DREAMS AND ASPIRATIONS.....
HMPH!!!!