BY MY DAM SELF!!!!

OKKKK!!! NOW ABOUT FRIENDS.....

I DONT HAVE ANY....

O MYABE JUST A FEW....

PEOPLE KNOW ME....

BUT WE JUST COOL....

IM PRETTY SHY AND IM ALWAYS ACTING A FOOL...

I WANNA BE A ACTRESS....

CUZ THAT WHAT I ALWAYS WANTED TO DO!!

IM WORRIED

CUZ I DONT WANNA LEAVE BEHIND MY BOO

BUT AT THE END OF THE DAY I GOTTA DO WHAT I GOTTA DO....

LIFE IS CRAZY NOW.....CUZ IM THINKING CRAZY NOW

I KEEP FEELING LIKE THIS IS WHAT I GOTTA DO

THIS IS WHAT I WAS MADE TO DO....

I COULDNT SEE MYSELF DOING NOTHING ELSE!!!

YALL JUST DONT KNO!!! I WANNA BE AN ACTRESS SO BAD ITS LIKE....UGH!!!

I CANT EXPLAIN IT!!....AND I WANNA CHANGE SKOOLS TO BE IN A POWER APAC THEATRE PROGRAM.....AND I BEEN TELLING MY SO CALLED FRIENDS AND THEYLL JUST BE LIKE ITS HARD TO GET IN....DATS WHY I DIDNT MAKE IT...AND TURNING UP THEIR NOSES TRYNA MAKE ME NOT GO...YOU KNO....TRYNA BREAK MY HOPE AND DREAMS.....THATS WHY I FEEL ALONE....LIKE NO ONE UNDERSTANDS OR RELATES....I MEAN....I WANNA DO SOMETHING AND U TRYAN TEAR ME DOWN....UGH!!! IM BY MYSELF FOR REALL!!!

STARRING OUT THE WINDOW THINKING.......

i feel like im a lone....

like i wasnt made to be normal....

u know...the ideal college grad....

haing babies and stuff.....

i wanna be more...

i thirst to be in the center of attention.....

I KNO I HAVENT BEEN TALKIN IN A WHILE....

REALLY???? MORE THAN A WHILE!!!

I JUST TURNED SIXTEEN THURSDAY!!!!

WOW!!! IVE BEEN THINKING OF CHANGING SCHOOLS

BECAUSE I REALIZED WITING ON MY FRIENDS WONT GET ME NOWHERE'S!!!

BUT THATS A DIFFERENT POST!!

BUT NOW I FEEL LIKE ITS TIME FOR ME TO FULFILL MY DREAMS AND ASPIRATIONS.....

HMPH!!!!