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Saturday, January 16, 2010

♥ Kim Kardashian ♥



i really like Kim Kardashian....
or how ever you spell it....
i always watch the kardashian shows...
i absolutely love her hair!!!
GNR but she's cool...

speaking about hair...
is there a way for me to grow hair...
with a hair loss treatment?????
hmmm just a thought LOL...
okkkk
cant blame me fa askin!! ♥



Welcome back!!

its been along time since ive blogged...
ive been very busy...well not really ...
i just havent been bored enough to blog....
J/P
but seriously..
i like to take long breaks.....
and when i have things on my mind...
i come back n blow up!!!!!

 look at me hunties!!!!
i won uno baby!!!

Sunday, October 18, 2009

BY MY DAM SELF!!!!

OKKKK!!! NOW ABOUT FRIENDS.....
I DONT HAVE ANY....
O MYABE JUST A FEW....
PEOPLE KNOW ME....
BUT WE JUST COOL....
IM PRETTY SHY AND IM ALWAYS ACTING A FOOL...
I WANNA BE A ACTRESS....
CUZ THAT WHAT I ALWAYS WANTED TO DO!!

IM WORRIED
CUZ I DONT WANNA LEAVE BEHIND MY BOO
BUT AT THE END OF THE DAY I GOTTA DO WHAT I GOTTA DO....
LIFE IS CRAZY NOW.....CUZ IM THINKING CRAZY NOW
I KEEP FEELING LIKE THIS IS WHAT I GOTTA DO
THIS IS WHAT I WAS MADE TO DO....
I COULDNT SEE MYSELF DOING NOTHING ELSE!!!

YALL JUST DONT KNO!!! I WANNA BE AN ACTRESS SO BAD ITS LIKE....UGH!!!
I CANT EXPLAIN IT!!....AND I WANNA CHANGE SKOOLS TO BE IN A POWER APAC THEATRE PROGRAM.....AND I BEEN TELLING MY SO CALLED FRIENDS AND THEYLL JUST BE LIKE ITS HARD TO GET IN....DATS WHY I DIDNT MAKE IT...AND TURNING UP THEIR NOSES TRYNA MAKE ME NOT GO...YOU KNO....TRYNA BREAK MY HOPE AND DREAMS.....THATS WHY I FEEL ALONE....LIKE NO ONE UNDERSTANDS OR RELATES....I MEAN....I WANNA DO SOMETHING AND U TRYAN TEAR ME DOWN....UGH!!! IM BY MYSELF FOR REALL!!!

STARRING OUT THE WINDOW THINKING.......

i feel like im a lone....
like i wasnt made to be normal....
u know...the ideal college grad....
haing babies and stuff.....
i wanna be more...
i thirst to be in the center of attention.....

I KNO I HAVENT BEEN TALKIN IN A WHILE....
REALLY???? MORE THAN A WHILE!!!
I JUST TURNED SIXTEEN THURSDAY!!!!
WOW!!! IVE BEEN THINKING OF CHANGING SCHOOLS
BECAUSE I REALIZED WITING ON MY FRIENDS WONT GET ME NOWHERE'S!!!
BUT THATS A DIFFERENT POST!!
BUT NOW I FEEL LIKE ITS TIME FOR ME TO FULFILL MY DREAMS AND ASPIRATIONS.....
HMPH!!!!

Thursday, September 24, 2009

in my mind

i often feel as though i have no one to talk to....
as though im all alone....
in my own little world....
i go to school everyday....
i dont really feel a sense of bond with anyone....
bond in a intelluctual type level...
alot of the things i think about...
the average teenager would not be thinking about this type of stuff....
i have been told i am why too mature for my age....
but idk....

see my mind often drifts....

Monday, September 7, 2009

i was fb tagged!! TRUE LOVE

If she doesnt call you

[ Its because she is waiting for you to call her ]


When she walks away from you mad
[ Follow her ]


When she stare's at your mouth
[ Kiss her ]


When she pushes you or hit's you
[ Grab her and dont let go ]


When she start's cussing at you
[ Kiss her and tell her you love her ]


When she's quiet
[ Ask her whats wrong ]


When she ignore's you
[ Give her your attention ]


When she pull's away
[ Pull her back ]


When you see her at her worst
[ Tell her she's beautiful ]


When you see her start crying
[Just hold her and dont say a word ]


When you see her walking
[ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ]


When she's scared
[ Protect her ]


When she lay's her head on your shoulder
[ Tilt her head up and kiss her ]


When she steal's your favorite hat
[ Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night]


When she tease's you
[ Tease her back and make her laugh ]


When she doesnt answer for a long time
[ reassure her that everything is okay ]


When she look's at you with doubt
[ Back yourself up ]


When she say's that she like's you
[ she really does more than you could understand ]


When she grab's at your hands
[ Hold her's and play with her fingers ]


When she bump's into you
[ bump into her back and make her laugh ]


When she tell's you a secret
[ keep it safe and untold ]


When she looks at you in your eyes
[ dont look away until she does ]


When she misses you
[ she's hurting inside ]


When you break her heart
[ the pain never really goes away ]


When she says its over
[ she still wants you to be hers ]


When she repost this bulletin
[ she wants you to read it ]


- Stay on the phone with her even if shes not saying anything.
- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go then kiss her
- When she says she's ok dont believe it talk with her
- because 10 yrs later she'll remember you
- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her
- Call her before you sleep and after you wake up
- Treat her like she's all that matters to you.
- Tease her and let her tease you back.
- Stay up all night with her when she's sick.
- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid.
- Give her the world.
- Let her wear your clothes.
- When she's bored and sad, hang out with her.
- Let her know she's important.
- Kiss her in the pouring rain.
- When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is; "Who's ass am I kicking babe"

BLACK NATIONALISM

IM FEELING BLACK NATIONALISM.....
BLACK POWER
FOR THESE REASONS:
THIS SOCIETY WE LIVE IN WAS NOT DESIGNED FOR US
"WE DIDNT LAND ON PLYMOUTH ROCK..IT LANDED ON US" WE WERNT APART OF THE WHOLE CONSTITUTON THING WAS FOR WHITE PEOPLE....WE WERENT SEEN AS PEOPEL BUT AS PROPERTY.....AND THIS PISSES ME OFF....I MEAN JUST BEACUSE WE BELIEVED DIFFERENT THINGS AND SPEAK DIFFERNT LANGUAGES.....DOES THAT MAKE US SAVAGES???.....NON EUROPEANS LIKE ASIANS SPOKE DIFFERENT LANGAUGES AND THEY WERENT THOUGHT AS SAVAGES....IDC WHAT YOU PEOPLE THINK BOUT SOCIETY STILL THINKS WE WILL NEVER BE AS GOOD AS A WHITE PERSON AND THATS FACT!!
MOST RELIGION IS SOUGHT TO CONTROL YOU AND STILL DOES
THE WHOLE CHURCH THING IS OVERRATED....THE WHITE MAN USED CHRISTIANITY TO JUSTIFY SLAVERY....SEE THEY ERASED OUR HISTORY AND REPLACED IT WITH THIS EUROPEAN ISH!!!.....AND RELIGION WAS A FORM OF DISCIPLINE....
AFRICA IS THE RICHEST CONTINENT.....WHY ARE ITS PEOPLE THE POOREST?
WE ARE AFRICAN....POINT BLANK...WHY HAVE THE BEST SPORTS PLAYERS....MUSIC....CLOTHES.....ECT.....WHY DONT WE REAP THE BENEFIT???? I THINK ITS BOGUS!! AND EVERY OTHER RACE KNOWS WE'RE THE BEST THATS WHY YOU HAVE ALL THESE ASIANS WORKING IN OUR COMMUNITIES.....WE SPEND THE MOST....HOWEVER WE ARE THE LEAST UNITED....IF WE SPEND OUR MONEY IN BLACK OWNED BUSINESS WE COULD PROBABLY REAP SOMEOF THOSE BENEFITS.....EVER THINK OF THAT???
SPECIAL THANKS TO GOOGLE IMAGES!!