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Thursday, September 24, 2009

in my mind

i often feel as though i have no one to talk to....
as though im all alone....
in my own little world....
i go to school everyday....
i dont really feel a sense of bond with anyone....
bond in a intelluctual type level...
alot of the things i think about...
the average teenager would not be thinking about this type of stuff....
i have been told i am why too mature for my age....
but idk....

see my mind often drifts....

Monday, September 7, 2009

i was fb tagged!! TRUE LOVE

If she doesnt call you

[ Its because she is waiting for you to call her ]


When she walks away from you mad
[ Follow her ]


When she stare's at your mouth
[ Kiss her ]


When she pushes you or hit's you
[ Grab her and dont let go ]


When she start's cussing at you
[ Kiss her and tell her you love her ]


When she's quiet
[ Ask her whats wrong ]


When she ignore's you
[ Give her your attention ]


When she pull's away
[ Pull her back ]


When you see her at her worst
[ Tell her she's beautiful ]


When you see her start crying
[Just hold her and dont say a word ]


When you see her walking
[ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ]


When she's scared
[ Protect her ]


When she lay's her head on your shoulder
[ Tilt her head up and kiss her ]


When she steal's your favorite hat
[ Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night]


When she tease's you
[ Tease her back and make her laugh ]


When she doesnt answer for a long time
[ reassure her that everything is okay ]


When she look's at you with doubt
[ Back yourself up ]


When she say's that she like's you
[ she really does more than you could understand ]


When she grab's at your hands
[ Hold her's and play with her fingers ]


When she bump's into you
[ bump into her back and make her laugh ]


When she tell's you a secret
[ keep it safe and untold ]


When she looks at you in your eyes
[ dont look away until she does ]


When she misses you
[ she's hurting inside ]


When you break her heart
[ the pain never really goes away ]


When she says its over
[ she still wants you to be hers ]


When she repost this bulletin
[ she wants you to read it ]


- Stay on the phone with her even if shes not saying anything.
- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go then kiss her
- When she says she's ok dont believe it talk with her
- because 10 yrs later she'll remember you
- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her
- Call her before you sleep and after you wake up
- Treat her like she's all that matters to you.
- Tease her and let her tease you back.
- Stay up all night with her when she's sick.
- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid.
- Give her the world.
- Let her wear your clothes.
- When she's bored and sad, hang out with her.
- Let her know she's important.
- Kiss her in the pouring rain.
- When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is; "Who's ass am I kicking babe"

BLACK NATIONALISM

IM FEELING BLACK NATIONALISM.....
BLACK POWER
FOR THESE REASONS:
THIS SOCIETY WE LIVE IN WAS NOT DESIGNED FOR US
"WE DIDNT LAND ON PLYMOUTH ROCK..IT LANDED ON US" WE WERNT APART OF THE WHOLE CONSTITUTON THING WAS FOR WHITE PEOPLE....WE WERENT SEEN AS PEOPEL BUT AS PROPERTY.....AND THIS PISSES ME OFF....I MEAN JUST BEACUSE WE BELIEVED DIFFERENT THINGS AND SPEAK DIFFERNT LANGUAGES.....DOES THAT MAKE US SAVAGES???.....NON EUROPEANS LIKE ASIANS SPOKE DIFFERENT LANGAUGES AND THEY WERENT THOUGHT AS SAVAGES....IDC WHAT YOU PEOPLE THINK BOUT SOCIETY STILL THINKS WE WILL NEVER BE AS GOOD AS A WHITE PERSON AND THATS FACT!!
MOST RELIGION IS SOUGHT TO CONTROL YOU AND STILL DOES
THE WHOLE CHURCH THING IS OVERRATED....THE WHITE MAN USED CHRISTIANITY TO JUSTIFY SLAVERY....SEE THEY ERASED OUR HISTORY AND REPLACED IT WITH THIS EUROPEAN ISH!!!.....AND RELIGION WAS A FORM OF DISCIPLINE....
AFRICA IS THE RICHEST CONTINENT.....WHY ARE ITS PEOPLE THE POOREST?
WE ARE AFRICAN....POINT BLANK...WHY HAVE THE BEST SPORTS PLAYERS....MUSIC....CLOTHES.....ECT.....WHY DONT WE REAP THE BENEFIT???? I THINK ITS BOGUS!! AND EVERY OTHER RACE KNOWS WE'RE THE BEST THATS WHY YOU HAVE ALL THESE ASIANS WORKING IN OUR COMMUNITIES.....WE SPEND THE MOST....HOWEVER WE ARE THE LEAST UNITED....IF WE SPEND OUR MONEY IN BLACK OWNED BUSINESS WE COULD PROBABLY REAP SOMEOF THOSE BENEFITS.....EVER THINK OF THAT???
SPECIAL THANKS TO GOOGLE IMAGES!!

Saturday, September 5, 2009

YESTERDAY

JUST CHILLING....
IM HAVING A GREAT MORNING.....
I WAS JUST THINKING ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED YESTER DAY.....
WHAT HAPPEND GIRL?????
I WAS ON THE WAY HOME(ON THE SCHOOL BUS)......
AND MY BUS DRIVER ASKED ME "WHEN ARE YOU GOING TO SHOW YOUR HAIR?"
WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT I AM SHOWING MY HAIR.......
"WHAT DO YOU MEAN...WEARING IT STRAIGHT?" I ASKED
"YEA..." SHE SAID
"O...WELL THIS IS SHOWING MY HAIR...AND I DONT WANT TO WEAR IT STRAIGHT...."
IT WAS SILENT
I WAS THE LAST ONE TO GET OFF THE BUS.....
LMAO!!!!
DONT LET ANYONE EVER BREAK YOUR SPIRIT....
DO YOU....
IF YOU WANNA BE NATURAL THEN ITS YOUR CHOICE.....
BEAUTY IS IN THE EYE OF THE BEHOLDER....
PUBLIC SERVICE ANNOUNCEMENT:
 I LOVE MY HATTERS....WHAT WOULD I DO WITHOUT YOU??
I UNDERSTAND THAT YOU HAVE NOTHING TO DO BUT TALK ABOUT ME....
AND THATS OK HONEY.....
I ENJOY BEING ON YOUR MIND.....
SO CONTINUE WITH YOUR DAY TO DAY ACTIVITIES...(TALKING ABOUT ME)
SMOOCHES!!!

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

RAN UP THE BILL

I GUESS MY MOM AND I WILL NEVER FIND A COMMON GROUND..........
WE DONT ALWAYS HAVE PROBLEMS.........
BUT WHEN WE DO, THEY ARE CRUCIAL.....
I RAN THE PHONE BILL U.........
TELL ME WHY SHE IS GIVING ME A LECTURE.........
ON HOW SHE'S BROKE.......
AND NOW SHE'S TURINING MY PHONE OFF.........
I SO DESPERATELY NEED A JOB.....
MY MAMA IS REALLY PISSING ME OFF..........
ILL BE SO HAPPY WHEN I GRADUATE!!!!

SOMETIMES I JUST WONDER WHY THINGS LIKE THAT HAPPEN TO ME.....WHEN YOU LOOK ROUND AND YOU DONT SEE OTHER PEOPLE COPING WITH YOUR SAME ISSUES.....
YOU FEEL A BIT LONELY AND IT MAKES YOUR LIFE A LITTLE MORE COLDER AND LONGER.........
BUT YOU NEVER REALLY KNOW WHAT OTHER PEOPLE ARE GOING THROUGH.....
THATS WHY YOU SHULD BE BLESSED BECAUSE OTHER PEOPLE MIGHT BE WORSE OFF THAN YOU ARE........