.:RUMORS:.

sometimes church people are the worst people....sometimes you closest friend is your closest enemy....sometimes water is better than blood cuz im no vampire....and you never kno who is who or what is what until stuff like this happen.....

TEXIN AFTER CHURCH ON SUNDAY......
BOY: WELL WELL WELL I HEARD THAT YOU COUSIN KISSED JARED...
ME: FA REAL??? O WELL DATS HER...
BOY: YOU NOT MAD?
ME: NA IM GOOD....
BOY: O..DIDNT YALL TALK??
ME:WE WER TOGETHER AT ONE TIME...
BOY: WHEN?? HE MUST NOT HAVE CLAIMED YOU CUZ AINT NO BODY KNO
ME: YEA I KNOW.....WE DIDNT WANT MESSY PEOPLE LIKE YOU TO FIND OUT!!!!

WRITIN NOTES IN CHURCH TO MY CUZIN IN WED. SERVICE.....
ME: I HEARD YOU KISSED JARED
CUZIN: WHAT THAT'S NASTY....WHO TOLD YOU THAT?
ME: EVERY BODY IN THE CHURCH WAS TEXIN MY PHONE SAYING YALL KISSED
CUZIN: GIRL NO...WHO ALL TEXT? IM NOT GON SAY NOTHING BUT WE JUST COOL NOTHING LIKE THAT....
ME: O JUST THE USUALS....I CANT TELL U OFF THE TOP OF MY HEAD...
CUZIN: JUST BOYS OR GIRLS 2 CUZ THATS NASTY...I WOULD NEVA DO THAT DO HE KNO ABOUT THE RUMOR??
ME: YEA..IDK..LOLZ
CUZIN: THATS NOT FUNNY..LOL....WHAT HE SAY ABOUT ITS...BUT YOU KNOW IDK CAUSE ITS NOT TRUE BUT THNX 4 TELLIN ME GIRL.....
ME: I DONT TALK TO JARED ..LIKE AS FAR AS TEXIN..I JUST SAY HEY WEN I SEE HIM....
CUZIN: O...

what i have to say!!!

ok folks!! i guess you like...well why do you care??? well icare because i did like him and despite what i say...i mite still do...and how would you feel if you cuzin dogged you out?? how would you feel if someone cae to yo face like that??? i mean dang....what would you do if somebody came at you with some bull??? would you get all upset and start swelling up??? or would you play it cool?? see everyone wants to test you and manipulate you.....you gotta be boss and handle it like you gucci....as long as no one is makinidle threats im cool and dont look at me like they have a problem then it is good....aint no need in actin hard boo...cuz this is not an act....we as black people need to learn to handle crap on a daily basis...every one cant be madea....

and um....

see thats my cuzzo..and what she do is what she do...now was i mad...yea a lil....cuz wen you really think about it...i was in love...but we grew apart...and now i got someone else....so hey im good....but i dont think cuzins should be wit cuzins exes!!! thats straight up jerry springer....lolz now did she or didnt she?? onli God knows cuz i was at chilis after church lolz.....

PS i changed the names...cuz ion wanna hurt nobody feelings....dont think im messy because all i do is tell it like it is.....and i can account for and recall everything i say or do....o and i kno we are supposed to listening to the preacher preach...but church people say you have to honor God in spirit and truth...and i couldn't do that till i got the truth....OK!! o and im not a messy or bad person...i just dont like how they came at me and i didnt want to curse no one out on the church grounds so hey....you just dont present yourself to people like that.....especiall at church....also i am so happi and im ready for the yard sale this sat!! i hope i get my zune 30...i kno its old but thats the one i want...n if you want one for cheap you can go to ebay!!! lolz that sounded like an advertisement!!!

.:the black church:.

hello, blogspot...i am so sorry i neglected you yesterday!!!! i just stole like 15 minutes from dalvin to blog...i ralli dont like blogging and being on the phone at the same time.....i get confused!!!

but anyways....im going to talk about the black church.....dont get me wrong...i love the church but there are somethings that i just dont think line up with the God's word.......

the tithe....the tithe is said to be God's 1/10 of everything you have.....now church members today interpret the 1/10 to be money......however...back in the old testament....the church members brought food to the church...and im prety sure it was for people in need...and i just know they didnt ask the person "hw do i know that you are in need?".....i believe they gave willingly.....also the black church promotes the idea that one of its members is supposed to go without for the sake of the church......saying God will make a way......please....he made a way so that you could have a job and not get your lights turned off!!!!!i have never missed a meal....my mama always said "why should i miss a meal for someone else? they are meating!!!" but anyways!!

i dont like how church members fight more than people who don't attend church....i mean they are down right nasty and do not care....sometimes they dont even think that they are wrong....they feel as though they can say anyting they want and that they are some how exempt from the word of God....and the minute someone falls they point the finger, call them a sinner or unclean, and find some kind of scripture to point it out in front of everyone how you messed up......and i just hate that there is no cooperation in the church....everone has to be a leader of something...no one can follow.....and thats where that arguing and bickering comes in.....church people are often two-faced.....always smiling in people's faces and talking about them the next and then when someone dies you have the nerve, the audacity to yell and scream and act a complete fool of yourself at the funeral please!!!!!!

and the dresscode.....omg!!!!....those grown women are always wearing those hi-lighter colored dresses....and those hats!!!!!!! i just dont want to talk about that....

PS MIND YOU I AM ONLY A SOPHMORE!!!...SO WHAT DO I KNOW?? SOMETIMES IT SEEMS AS THOUGH WE TEENS HAVE MORE SENSE THAN OLDER PEOPLE!!!....BUT HEY WHAT DO I KNOW? ALL I KNOW IS THAT I HAVE FUN AT CHURCH... NO CHURCH IS PERFECT....SO....