.: mama drama:.

im not white but...ugh!!!!!!!! my mama gon make me go off the deep end.....i swear...see i had 3 dollas and i wanted to go to the hair store and get me some gel for my natural curls cuz the gel at the house is flaky and it have alcohol in it....it also leaves little whit balls in my hair and makes my curls look like garbage.....so i wanted to go try some otha stuff and i kno i cant buy alot with three dollas

BUT

when we got there i saw some gel that i wanted to used and it was 1.98 and i was like im ready....my mama gone pick up somthing that looked like a 2 oz tub talking about this dont have alcohol and im like o ok dats cool.....and she got upset talking about that this just like the stuff at the house and i told her why i cant used that stuff in my hair........

THEN

she picked up something else saying that it dont have alcohol.....but i read it and it said for the RELAXED LOOK....and im thinkin well first of all i dont have a dam relaxer so why would you even pick that small bottle up???? i know why.....cuz u think you know everything and you always tryning to controll me.....first of all thats my 3 dollars and i dont care if it is just 3 dollars its my 3 dollars!!!!!!!!!!!!.......and so i handed it back to her and pointed out that it was for the RELAXED LOOK.....and she just snapped talking about I KNOW WHAT IT SAYS I CAN READ!!!! GONE GET WHAT YOU WANT BUT U DIDNT HAVE BUT 3 DOLLARS SO I KNOW YOU CANT AFFORD IT.......see thats how i kno she tink she know everything cuz the 32 oz i was holdn was 1.98+plus tax which turned out to be 2.12.....man she better stop bullishin!!!!!!!!!!

.:black people suck!:.

CAUTION:

THIS MAY OFFEND SOMEBODY...AND GUESS WHAT I DONT CARE!!! YOU NEED TO READ THIS!!!

my uncle jason is being convicted for forgery.....he sits in jail without a public defender....he is wrongly accused for robery and writting bad checks.....the person they have on camera is lightskinned.....my uncle is bacon burnt....the detective(white) says that it is my uncle and that she's God....the judge does not go by the evidence...but rather by what he is being told.....all the police officers and officials know that it isnt my uncle......but they have yet to asssign him a public official.....they have robbed him of his rights.....we his family cannot afford to get him an attorney.....so what can we do???

theses attorneys are only interested in getting their money....no one cares about the people...my uncle spends countless night in jail....where his rights are being overlooed and all you care about is your check.....we as a race....we have to better.....had it been your cloese relative you would hate it wouldnt you???? i hate how we as a race hate each other.....how we are always trying to get ahead the wrong way.....how we forget about family and how it takes a village to raise a child.....how we should help others in a time of need....

the white man does not have to enslave us or kill us off anymore!!!we are doing it to ourselves....we discriminate amongst ourselves.....we are willing to sell each other out to get ahead.....forgetting our morals and family.....the black family is torn...because most of our black men arein jail....or dead.....we need to have all of our fathers unite with their sons and just say even though i wasnt there before...im here now and i mean it.....and if you didnt have your father....you step up and say im going to be there for my children.....im going to be successful...

and the media makes it seem like all black people can be is rappers, drug deallers, and video hoes.....and the make it seem very appealing to the eye....and show young children that this is the life you should live....but advertising what consequences come along with it.....and thats BET MTV AND VH1 with thoses crappy shows......with crappi black people leading less educated black people on!!!!and also its the parents fault!!!!

we have to do better.....i swear... if no one ever gets nothing out of my blog i swear you better get this!!!!

PS...I AM BLACK AND NO I AM NOT RACIST....I LOVE MY RACE BUT HATE THE SHORTCOMINGS OF US AS A PEOPLE READ IT AND DO BETTER.....THATS ALL YOU CAN DO.....AND ITS TRUE ABOUT MY UNCLE....AND WE AS A FAMILY ARE TRYING TO HELP HIM....BUT I WANT EVERYONE WHO READS ME OR WHO DOESNT TO KNOW WHAT IS GOING ON IN THE STATE OF MISSISSIPPI......THIS IS REAL.....AND WE AS A PEOPLE JUST NEED TO SPEAK UP ABOUT THIS STUFF BECAUSE IF IGNORE IT IT JUST DOESNT GO AWAY....AND I DONT HOLD MY TONGUE FOR NOBODY.....THATS MY UNCLE AND I COULD VE HAPPEND TO ANYONE BUT IT HAPPEND TO THE WRONG NEICE!!!!
GOD BLESS

.:RUMORS:.

sometimes church people are the worst people....sometimes you closest friend is your closest enemy....sometimes water is better than blood cuz im no vampire....and you never kno who is who or what is what until stuff like this happen.....

TEXIN AFTER CHURCH ON SUNDAY......
BOY: WELL WELL WELL I HEARD THAT YOU COUSIN KISSED JARED...
ME: FA REAL??? O WELL DATS HER...
BOY: YOU NOT MAD?
ME: NA IM GOOD....
BOY: O..DIDNT YALL TALK??
ME:WE WER TOGETHER AT ONE TIME...
BOY: WHEN?? HE MUST NOT HAVE CLAIMED YOU CUZ AINT NO BODY KNO
ME: YEA I KNOW.....WE DIDNT WANT MESSY PEOPLE LIKE YOU TO FIND OUT!!!!

WRITIN NOTES IN CHURCH TO MY CUZIN IN WED. SERVICE.....
ME: I HEARD YOU KISSED JARED
CUZIN: WHAT THAT'S NASTY....WHO TOLD YOU THAT?
ME: EVERY BODY IN THE CHURCH WAS TEXIN MY PHONE SAYING YALL KISSED
CUZIN: GIRL NO...WHO ALL TEXT? IM NOT GON SAY NOTHING BUT WE JUST COOL NOTHING LIKE THAT....
ME: O JUST THE USUALS....I CANT TELL U OFF THE TOP OF MY HEAD...
CUZIN: JUST BOYS OR GIRLS 2 CUZ THATS NASTY...I WOULD NEVA DO THAT DO HE KNO ABOUT THE RUMOR??
ME: YEA..IDK..LOLZ
CUZIN: THATS NOT FUNNY..LOL....WHAT HE SAY ABOUT ITS...BUT YOU KNOW IDK CAUSE ITS NOT TRUE BUT THNX 4 TELLIN ME GIRL.....
ME: I DONT TALK TO JARED ..LIKE AS FAR AS TEXIN..I JUST SAY HEY WEN I SEE HIM....
CUZIN: O...

what i have to say!!!

ok folks!! i guess you like...well why do you care??? well icare because i did like him and despite what i say...i mite still do...and how would you feel if you cuzin dogged you out?? how would you feel if someone cae to yo face like that??? i mean dang....what would you do if somebody came at you with some bull??? would you get all upset and start swelling up??? or would you play it cool?? see everyone wants to test you and manipulate you.....you gotta be boss and handle it like you gucci....as long as no one is makinidle threats im cool and dont look at me like they have a problem then it is good....aint no need in actin hard boo...cuz this is not an act....we as black people need to learn to handle crap on a daily basis...every one cant be madea....

and um....

see thats my cuzzo..and what she do is what she do...now was i mad...yea a lil....cuz wen you really think about it...i was in love...but we grew apart...and now i got someone else....so hey im good....but i dont think cuzins should be wit cuzins exes!!! thats straight up jerry springer....lolz now did she or didnt she?? onli God knows cuz i was at chilis after church lolz.....

PS i changed the names...cuz ion wanna hurt nobody feelings....dont think im messy because all i do is tell it like it is.....and i can account for and recall everything i say or do....o and i kno we are supposed to listening to the preacher preach...but church people say you have to honor God in spirit and truth...and i couldn't do that till i got the truth....OK!! o and im not a messy or bad person...i just dont like how they came at me and i didnt want to curse no one out on the church grounds so hey....you just dont present yourself to people like that.....especiall at church....also i am so happi and im ready for the yard sale this sat!! i hope i get my zune 30...i kno its old but thats the one i want...n if you want one for cheap you can go to ebay!!! lolz that sounded like an advertisement!!!