:.he was..is....and will always be:.

did you care about micheal when he was alive???? whoses side were you on when he was convicted??? i hate this about death....when the person is alive you give them hell and when they die you acting a fool at the funeral....talking about how much you loved them.....my mother love micheal jackson....she dresed like him when she was little and i have pictures....she was a die hard fan.....i bet there were alot of die hard fans.....

i personally think these white people didnt give two hoots about micheal....they wanted him convicted....crazy white parents they sent their kids over there....it was all a big scam!!....and when he was going broke....no one even bothered to help him....they say he was taking pills and he was stressed out.....well why was he stressd?....the man doesnt make the same money he used to....and how is he going to pay his bills and feed his kids???? did you ever think about that??

now that he's gone you feel sorri for yourselves dont you......well you should!!!!.....he was a good person.....and these white tabloids didnt do anything but exploit crap about him to the world!!! talking about how he turned himself white.....if he wanted to be white thats him...white people want to be black so what!!! and so what he got nose surgeries....people do it everyday.....

and i do not believe micheal was a child molestor.....for one thing....he has 3 kids....
i did not believe he was gone...not at all!!!! micheal was everyone's superhero.....but now he has moved on to a bettere place!!!....micheal was...is and will always be the best!!!!
micheal went through a lot throughout his life.....and the best thing todo is celebrate him.....

.:i love being natural:.

how am i feeling today????....just fine....i kno ive been going off the deep end about stufff that really bothers me...but hey those are hormones for you....i havent really seen a lot of teens that blog...weird....im just getting used to this whole blogspot thing and it really works for me...wen i get my laptop back i plan on showing an update of what my hair looks like now that i use a conditioner to define my curls....

i used softee gel...and that left like a whit residue n my hair...(i applyed it while it was wet)...it took forever to dry...and i didnt like how it felt....i used a courling mousse and it made my hair feel dry.....i used a curl activating serum or watevr(its in a yellow/gold bottle) and it really doesnt do anything for my hair.....and the curl keeper stuff(in a green and whit bottle) smells good but it makes my hair feel oily /greasy....i dont like that....

i love the conditioner...for now....and im dealing with my two different curl patterns...i might actually wear my natural hair...i love the curls...i really do....and ilove that my hair is healthy....

but its good for me to rebuild my confidence becuase when i was wearing my hair natural at school...they just was hating on me sooooo bad...so i just flat ironed it so they would stop asking me...."girl are you having a bad hair day?" "my mama told me taught me to care how i walked out of the house"..."that ish look nasty, you need to do something wuth it!"...

it hurt but the funny part about it was that i learned who were really my friends and who still thought the sunshined out my behind.....boys and girls said things like that and those are actually the words.....but now it doesnt matter because i know the only person from keeping from rocking my do was me....and the hardest part is letting go...so i did and im learning to care for my hair...screw the hatters because im a trendsetter and way before my time...get with it....hunni!!!

.:u never know when u'll someone u love:.

you neva kno when you loose someone you love.....

fr:Jazzy

Keep Tara in your prayers. Her mother passed away this morning

Jun3e 2, 12:44

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TONYA ALEXANDER

YOULL BE GREATLY MISSED BY EVERYONE....